What do we do?

We are still waiting for the insurance company to come out and look at our roof. In a way im praying that I get stuck with flipping the bill. Is it wrong of me to want that just so I feel like I have a more moral valueble reason to walk away from this place? Probably. Yet, I have been worried about what we are going to do when the time gets to it if that does happen. How everything is going to work? If it will screw our credit? If it will screw everything? Its like im just waiting on this one thing to know what I should do. If it turns out that I am responsible for it that is my awnser to the whole house thing, because we cant afford to live hear with the upkeep of the place and I wouldnt feel bad about walking because of that, its different though if you just walk cause we dont like were we are living. I also want to do what is right, what God wants us to do. Please pray for this situation. We need knowlege and we need wisdom, we need a unwavering anwser and God's peace in our hearts about the whole thing.

If we're walking in his peace then we're walking in him.

We are thinking about getting away from home with the boys before school starts. Once school starts its going to be crazy busy and family time and any time will be pretty limited. No time for getting away even just for a day or two, so I have been looking into cheap stays at a hotel with a water park.

We went to the childrens museum yesterday. September is our last month of our yearly pass. I dont think ill upgrade. We went five times last year which did pay for itself. The kids had fun painting their faces, and playing with everything. We brought along Jacob's friend Aiden and that worked out well. When we got home I couldnt find James anywhere after we were in the house for a while. I thought he had told me he was going to the neighbors to play and I had said he could. I got worried, I found him eventually up in his room on his bed burried under his blankets fast asleep. He was tired from the days events.

I just took some time to look at the curriculum cause the school already has it posted on the site for school and I am acually excited. It looks fun. I got everything done that I need to get done not to feel unready. I got the house looking good, all the rooms done, the laundry caught up, if i do one load a day it stays done. I got the garage done, my car cleaned out with my tinker bell floor mats. I bought those from a garage sale like months ago and have not had a floor to put them on :-) it was bad, now its clean. I feel very accomplished and ready for school now.